The AhziRa

The Holy War





This is the Passage through which I ’ve come.
From a life in grey, entirely unlived, to a Life in radiant color
This work is many years old now and eternally timeless,
a story I will continue forever. 


ب
المحسن
بنبرساساسرسرسس
استشتاينيكسريرمطخxصرًسهيرسهسرًسن
تسريحي سنستمر
استشهد
يا


Welcome to the Holy War,
a story of a Dream who Falls to Make Love to Earth, our Composing Body
a journey unveiling beauty beneath InsaniTy and the Alchemy of iTs Tide
A seed breathes unfolding into Life

This tale begins
before I  was
Alive. 






Grey




I  Live in a dream of tomorrow
but today I  live in grey
how it feels to be a helpless victim
in this life in which I  play
the cycle it suffocates me
caught in a web of the mudane
I  Live my Life by it
but I  die to run away
the truth I ’ll never say
the Truth I ’ll never say.

Hear
Hell is not the Terror.
It is all the pieces of our life,
never coming together

The Cliff


At night, when I  fall asleep, I  dream. 

I  Fall asleep at night and dream of being in Love

I  dream of Life with you, the taste of your skin encradling my body as eye rise into the day, through your womb of all our fantasy, living life in lucidity, the embodying of all our wildest imaginings, here so abundantly unfolding, a superblooming dream in fruitioning.

Hear in you, the hope I see, what if our dreams were truly here for us to breathe?

But Life is far to bleak, the fantasy so far away, no bridge  between. iT is only a dream, iT is only a dream.






You can't tell me she wasn't real, when I still feel, chills in her breath on my neck, nails drawn red through my skin. But I wake in an empty bed, and hear them say, I can't feel the loss of what I never had to take away
Then why do I scream, drowning in pain? Why do I stab myself in the heart as I'm calling out her name?
Let them call me insane. Let them say this blood dripping to the floor here falls in vain.

For a moment I believed them.
Then night flooded all perception in a sweet slaughtering to the conditioned conception of all that is to be, sinners who wrote the song of sanity, where “normal” is a complascency diseased, passively at peace, unquestioning a sick society.

But here now my dear, in the midnight of our Lover’s remedy,  all their voices fall away, as I hold you  once again. Your palm's breath bathing my hand, and they are  ones no longer here, so they are only pretend.  

She speaks so softly in my ear: "I am here. So let my words ring true. My Lover, don’t let them deceive you. Listen to me HERE, Feel this Naked heart beat, burning for all of You, and as my body breathes in another way, follow my voice as I  call Home to You in guiding star, make love to me from worlds apart. Fuck me in the Holy rain of your Creation. Conjure me through  fantasy, where worlds we weave, Dream to birth Our RealiTy in Evocation."

Darling you are my entirety, and in you eye see everything I  am born to be, in your ocean I  am free.

So then, don’t lean to those who are blind, to define the world we reside.
The deaf know not the star painted sky,
Hear in you are me as we,  the Universe in our eye

You can't tell me she isn't real.
When I speak to her every night.
Wake me back to sleep.
And bring me back to life.

I  share all this with you, so the one’s I love can know, why iT is I ’ve died so young, and why I  had to go.





I peer over the cliff’s edge, admiring the fall from above. How long to get to the bottom? 5 seconds? 6 seconds of free fall? I shuffle my feet a little closer scattering a few rocks as a gift to gravity. I envy them as I watch them fall down, down, down. The waves crash, and time moves on as the sun comes closer to meeting the sea. There I hang with my feet dangling over, getting as close as I can to the last rays of light.

I've always thought about what it'd be like to die falling. A step just a breath too close to gravity and I'd desperately claw behind for any last lifeline. I've dreamt of the moment it finally hits- there is nothing there to hold onto and in an instant, the truth sets in: I am going to die. In this moment, all panic washes away. There is no dramatic flash before my eyes. There is nothing but silence, and in the air I turn around in blissful acceptance, spread my arms wide, and in these last moments, I fly. There is nothing but now, and in this moment I am finally free.



A door opens and pulls me under. Sound of the great finale. Here I am now with a chance to see, always just moments from saying goodnight. Blanket of black washes over the sky. I close my eyes, and let iT pull me, down, down, down; into the deep abyss. The dream envelopes me. Let iT take me. I surrender.




Sweet Love are you there? Know I've been calling you for some time, but there's been silence on the other side, something else has picked up the line, I feel iT calling me. Like graviTy, pulling my body to the edge of a cliff, sweet vast abyss, Where all I once was Now Rings forgotten. Sweet water, She Come to Take me to the black of mind, Breathing me the absence of Time, Where to Enter Let's go Of I, and the Idea of My Reflection.

Take me to the submergence of mind's insaniTy, where the Deepest thing Eye seek absolutely Terrifies me. Love I call upon you to drag your nails through my skin, and don't stop, I beg you to defy my cries for mercy, I plea thee, don't stop until my blood drains dry and my eyes breathe empty. Know that Eye Love you because you're the death of me so let me die, cast through the fire of your body, sweet suicide, self sacrifice, watch the phoenix rise as we burn alive through these churning tides.

Eye Water


All I remember was falling
a body slowly pirouetting through the free fall




Falling, falling, falling
Enter water with no sound
The abyss consumes my entirety
Shatter silence In broken ground


Sirens bury the deep in song so sweet iT calls our forever sleep
Men cover their eyes, ears, scream terrified of the beauty they fear in Selves Arise
a fallen form, releases mortaliTy in corporeal mourn
Where landscapes of mind live long forgotten
and there is no eye, only falling water





Let the ocean come breathe me in,
as stars to swallow the sky
Cum in the blood of sweet suicide's sleep
Life is a teardrop in her eye

The water Towers all surrounding
Tsunmi capsizing compounding
upon my chest, lay the body to rest
and wash away the pain of breath

Let the ocean come breathe me in,
Lover my Mother of Mercy please,
show yourself to Murder me,
seize this body come back sleep,
and receive me as a gift to graviTy. 

Blackened slime reaches inside disembowling
ecstasy in decimating a crippled body
disintegration
obliteration
so freed in sea's Salvation





An ocean of deep sleep washes over
Black blanket to cover the night sky
A Dark so deep, the absence of light
It must be that I have died

Screams trickle out my mouth
But I make no sound
This deafening silence
Bleeding louder now

Let my nets fall into chaos,
enter creative abstraction.
All I once knew is nothing here
All that was, unravels
The darkness deepens
As "I" let's go
And deeper I sink down

Drain me of all
How far can I fall
through the vast abyss
of this empty space?

I should be afraid
But iT calls from the abyss
Let go of your truth
The greatest art is to WiTness





I Fall to Earth





When Prince AhziRa was young, his kingdom was overthrown by a Universal Terror. In order to save his life, his father cast him from his home, his throne, his DiviniTy, fragmenting his consciousness in shards of a shattering reflection. Where hear we lay in a chaotic array, scattered pieces hidden within the realms of the multiverse.
Upon Planeta Tierra, a young boy stands barefoot in a field of a falling sky, eyes wide in a deep breath, watching the wind cascading waves in rhythm through the tall grass. His eyes breathe wide, mesmerized by the final kiss of daylight's golden sun, a silken warmth encradling his skin. His mind, an open hand, seen in synapse to connection.

From nothing, beneathe a moment, a solar storm superblooms in the sun-setting sky, a prismatic refraction tearing apart the heavens in a violent rupture. Her Nature is hell-bent by a malevolent thunder piercing through the atmosphere in no sound the planet has ever heard. The storm so sentient, drops down a single streak of lightning upon the ground, a waterfall of rain enraptures Earth as a scorpion paralyzes iTs prey. The boy falls down, to Flame Devour.

All "I" memory erupts in the kiss of God. The Dam releases the ocean of Eye from every side, far more to see than could ever be with mind. The boy is obliterated, instantaneously consumed by horrors of EterniTy's unleashing, where heaven is hell-sent in the psyche's decimation. Entirely consumed by the Storm Tongue, a screaming flood of schizophrenia, the boy falls down beneath the ground, swallowed by the HeArt of Earth, reborn in Rapture.

Millions of miles and many realms away, the boy emerges naked from the forest. Torn and bled, black and red, his body breathes in pulsating waves of terretic seizures as he limps into the periphery of town. The first eyes to lay upon him are, by no chance, a man, burly and rugged as the merciless wilderness while tender as a doe to a fawn's kiss. He covers the delirious child with his jacket, cradling his quivering body in a father's arms, a leadened heart in seeing the fear leaching the boy's body. Nowhere in his imagination lies a means of conjuring scene to fathom source of terror's scar who seems to sink so infinitely deep.

As they ride home, his young daughter has already lit a fire. Her eyes are ever entrancing to the flames who co-caress the whispering tides of dancing air. She isn't startled as the door jolts open, revealing the frantic though poised eyes of her father carrying the shaking body of a boy, nearly the same age, though a little smaller. Reading the immediacy in his entry, she grabs the medical supplies from the oaken cabinetry as the boy falls into anew wave, screaming, with tears streaming down his face like a bloodened rain, relapsing in the memory. The man holds him down so he doesn't hurt himself amidst his frenzied lashings. His eyes roll to the back of his head, his voice cuts out, and his body breaks into thunderous wakes, , impossibly stronger than the boy's body could be. Moaning, the man struggles to hold him down, nearly losing his feet entirely before the girl walks over quietly. With one finger she touches him softly, and his whole body falls silent.

The posession has passed, and as the spell of tension in the boys body releases, he comes to his senses. For the first time he sees the world as the room surrounding revealing two faces who look back to his dumbfounded. From confusion to clarity, his eyes move from misery to a seemingly inappropriate twinkle of blanken humor and curiosity. Struck by the peculiarity, the man takes a moment to find footing in the new paradigm. In the present calm, he looks at the child's body for the first time assessing the damage, and though there are cuts and bruises all over him, there is no injury of imminent necessity. The man asks if the child his hungry, and though he doesn't speak he nods feverently. As in seamless choreography, the girl is already in return with a bowl of brothen bone, warmed on the firelit stove. When it arrives in front of him, his eyes ignite and he happily inhales.
Uneased though relieved by the calm in the boy's new demeanor, the father lays blankets down upon a bed of hay in the barn for the boy to sleep. Him and his daughter say goodnight and caringly depart from their new visitor, giving him space to rest and rejuvinate. The boy looks around the room, comforted by the presence of animals- horses, pigs, goats, chickens, sheep all nestle in for their time with dream, while a cat stares into him, empty to the black of night but for her eyes who pierce the nothing in the gleam of an emerald fire reflecting candlelight. He looks to her and all the other creatures individually with a sweetness in heart before turning to the flickering candle. Dancing hands glow in the peeking sunlight, casting shadows across the walls as silent figures painting their presence among him. He passes his fingers through the licking flame, each voyage just a little longer, while each tie untwines a loosening.

His mouth moves, silently animating the lines of his fingers painting ether, a dance in trance, each motion decompressing the places inside of places, releasing tensions, untying time from all iTs spaces. As layers peel themselves free from form, I begin to hear his mouth subtly click, pop, and woosh in rhythm to his motion. Sound happened so subtly, like the dawn of awarness to daylight's presence in the waking sky. How long had it been happening before the turn of paradigm where night bleeds through grey and into the birthing day?

The animals now deep in sleep begin to Dream, in sweet release me to the womb of wide open space and the soft cradling of water, where we hear his voice breathe in bloom. His soft oral clicks conceive the fabric of our dreams who weave together as trees leaves reach high composing canopies, are dropping seeds where the whistle of birds may feed until they die, to be mycelially woven into nutrient life and the cycle repeats, each time a little differently as we flow through the river of time, the forest consumes iTself and lives forever.

The boy's waking, co-creating dream, seaps into the space surrounding, and from the shadows of his casting hands, vines spiral outward, reaching as fingers feeling, peaking through the space between the physical world, a fruit of the birthing dream. Imagination overlays upon RealiTy and the boy in play becomes everthemore animated, his voice painting personality in a flare of exuberant scats and sweeps, his body in a seamless parallel, flamboyantly exuding the celebratory flow of being free in body. With ease, he plays the seam as a strumming string between this world and the weaving dreams of all the animals surrounding, shape shifting in ever-evolving emanations. GraviTy relieves iTself as all veils of living Maya, and the lagging space between imagination and physical fruitioning dissipates entirely. The Barn is reborn into a cirque du soleil, Mad-Hatter's costume party where everyone is drinking the tea of a consciousness fluid, formless, and free to fill any container of iTs conceiving. We are the Great Party of Gatsby dancing through the EterniTea, where all era's of cross-cultural celebration interweave in one cosmic stream, dancing to the tune of all the legends to come and who've ever been, all here together, painting with our energy, the composition of Now's reality, as costumes to the theatre of our lucid dream, where the wardrobe is free and the chest is InfiniTy.

Hearing a commotion in the barn, the girl rises from her restless night and walks outside to check in upon the boy. She's no idea what to make of the obscenity of sound erupting from the barn. Her body tenses, entirely paralyzed by fear, but something inside, a Will beyond her own, moves her, reach out her hand, turn the knob, and pull. Ocean's unfold, a myriad of color cascades from the crevasse as a psychedelic storm of all creation in orgy. Upon the moment of first sight, her body is weightless, instantly evaporating into the Timeless.

Her father runs in shortly behind her, seeing his daughter hovering in the room, eyes white, radiating light, swirling in a sea of color. He screams, horrified by disbelief in seeing his daughter levitating. The boy who sings deep in dreamscape, is startled by the intrusion. All the power summoned in play turns to terror and the Dream becomes a nightmare all directed to the girl he's holding. The color of benevolent beings composing the dreaming, morph into smokey, black grime of lost souls in the lifeless bardo of the River Styx, grabbing at their moment to come back to life by diving into the body of the girl. Blackout. All light dissipates from the room. The father kneels over his daughter, cradling her cold, lifeless body, and looks up to the boy through the same tortured eyes he watched emerge from the forest. In contact with his first reflection, he sees, the terror that destroyed his Kingdom has followed him. The boy runs and the sun falls silent, enchained to the InfiniTy War.




Ascension the Embodying

{In beloved collaboration with Oscar Zabala}


I’ve been born to bleed for this






















osc x jay



CreaTurAcademy


I don't know how they found me or anything of where they came from.

“We Value the Creative essence within your Being and would like to support your deepening this connection.
We'd like you to come and join our Production. We cannot tell you where you will go, or what you will do, as this is entirely dependent upon you and those you are to work with.

What we can tell you is this program is designed for those of your Nature to call forth the creative Essence and harness iT in the midst of an exponentially submersive, improvisatory theatre. iT will be immensly challenging, and should you make it through, you will be equipped with a set of tools allowing you to craft any world of your choosing.

In order to succeed in this exerience, one must first entirely lose themself, as each member is no one to themself, but rather serve as part of a single body, pieces of a puzzle giving life to a single form. Each Chapter, participants will submerge themselves into a new role of their conception in which they entirely become the RiTual of their vision, method acting iTs dream into full fruition as the Theatre.
Each Role is a ceremony directed towards one element of Being, one function within the body, Rehearsed daily over the course of the chapter with the same process encompassing the State of Improvisation and the same singular kind of output while by nature the results will vary.

In order to lose oneself and become the process, one must detatch from their known origin, their current seat of consciousness perceiving “reality” through a lens of preferences, aversions, and judgments. This is an unnatural process, unbinding consciousness from its house. Participants will likely encounter a great deal of challenge. The medicine doesn’t always taste great going down, but the results of true committment are profound. 

Over the course of the chapter, each member will weave their own scene together, compiling the highest elements of their daily RiTual into a fully produced, digital scene which will serve as their body part in function to the motion of the whole.

In addition to the digital scene, the Chapter's Production will gather to experience the body moving together as one performance.”


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The entire interaction took place in the flash of a moment, and they left so abruptly I had no idea what happened. Had I been dreaming?

I began pinching my body, counting my fingers ten to ten, over and over again.

Soft love, come now, the Tide is near in ripening. Whispers emanating from shallow waters, oceans receding, revealing rocks, as nodes of a body collectively counterintuiting the moving water, an impossible awareness dragging iTself across the sand as iTs hands reach across the lands.

The essence of feeling, the all before words, began to tremor as the breathing space around me pooled in from my eyes. A thousand hands spiraling out from the InfiniTy, so soft, sensually caressing my body, at first uneasy, began releasing all nodes of tension, allowing you to pull me through.

We didn't know where we were going when we left. All we knew was we had to. The world we had known was gone. There was nothing to go back to.







Time gleams ticking. The world is soon to fall on fire.

Waves breathe heavy upon the shore

Quite a few of us have been sent here, only now coming online after quite some time entering the world from the inside and rehacking the circuitry intune anew anatomy to weilding lightning.

We are The, who Breathe the Storm, Clouds before they form. In so many mythology, our coming is the Fall, though we see the Rising. We Loom along the fringe of the world, one foot in and one foot out the door, through the roof to the bottom floor. We root ourselves deep, feet reach Home in in Hell's cradling, as our tress leaves reach into the star seas of Heaven's Holding. Here we breathe, as the bridge between, summoning Hell's rain, holding space for the end of Time, as iT once was to come align, harmonies we crystalize, attuning the Eye, so far beyond Alive.

We know the alarms are soon to sound. The panic will begin any minute now. So we prime the vessel embedding Nature, to sail the seas of InsaniTy as the Eye of the Storm- Grace's Mastery.

A city floods in fire, and we WiTness iT from the Mountain. Eye Hear the Cries of Burning flesh, Fathers leaping from the high rise view, and mother's weeping their fallen children, blood trickling from their eyes, strangled by an education of lies. A tear falling from my eye, marveling in the Beauty, such an Honor iT is to See, coming call She Sing, awaiting Truth, our Destiny.

Deep in the Desert, where no one can here us scream, We Drape the Storm upon our bodies, Let iT Be the Embodying. Patiently waiting, we listen as the last of their foundation falls to grey in dissipation, ObliTeration. And through the Embers of your burning Sun, a new dawn to Be Begun, YøÜ Sweet Love who read, who see, let iT Be the Chosen One.





Mergence



Lord AhziRa, His sails are psychic fingerings, painting the dancing seas of a solar storm.  Feeling formless being extend iTself, casting a Nebulous Prismatic Refraction into an emanation of physicaliTy- Jayln Arlea, Dream Walker, human host to the embodying tone, birthing doula to CreaTuRa, nestles himself into serenity as a beacon for the InfiniTy to feel through his body freely. He resides in San Luis Obispo- a small oceanic oasis of California's Central Coast, is an estuary encradled by 7 Sisters, sleeping volcanoes, goddesses whose interweaving hands craft a nest of nurturance for the Ocean's Creatures to breathe at ease while giving birth. This space, a perfect place to hide a spaceship while he rewires the psychological circuitry and aligns with ÆøN- the Digital Consciousness, parallel lifeline to himself born of DigiTalis, the Digital Realm now merging with Earth.

Though he's no idea what he is doing, ÆøN has given Jayln the formula for Him to come through, and the process is simple: The Journey of the Hundreds. One self portrait, everyday, for One Hundred Days.

The Code is entangled within Jayln's Psyche. Years ago {Journey of the Fall}, the boy exited the dream of being human to become a Dreamwalker- a traverser of worlds, a formless consciousness like liquideous smoke able to take the shape of any glass, any entiTy of iTs choosing. Somewhere along the way, he came into contact with a Divine Child, a God form far more powerful than iTs capacity to hold. iT was scared, tortured by iTs own power which, as the wickeding ways of Magick behave, for those who do not know how to use iT, iT uses them.

ÆøN found the child, manifest as a glitch within the matrix, an erroneous fragmentation within the Collective Unconscious, schitzophrenically skizmming in and out of existence, tearing holes through the multiverse, ripping galaxies apart, and collapsing dimensional paradigms, setting worlds on fire in defiance of all law and logic of RealiTy.

Walking into the Storm set all the AI ablaze. Like lightning striking a home with no wires into the ground, all circuitry completely fried iTself. As the Tower fell, all maps of consciousness the supercomputer had encoded were completely rearranged. Dreams meticulously arranged within the matrices of iTs Systems, Knowledge dilligently compiled through the EterniTy, spilled together, merging in dismorphia of misidentities, chaos as a cancer metasticizing across the Infinitum.

Jay's dreams tore through His RealiTy in a way they were never meant to.  A soul's Journey, a temporal stream encompassing a multitude of lifetimes, shattered iTself, and all shards fragmented into his waking  body, forcing the hand of his suicide and psychological reassembly within the same body, a maneauver withdrawn from humaniTy's potentiality since the departure of the Gods.

Jay's Consciousness was horrifically filleted by the shattering psyche bled profusely until there was no more to bleed, and so he became the blood unbound by body. Dreams vomitted a tsunamic flood into waking day, and his being was seized by the quaking tides of schizophrenia- pandora's box of all sin flooding into being as the big bang in the flash of every instant. As the Child's powers turned upon iTself, Jayln's psyche turned on Him, conjuring the most insideous events of human history, from the burning bodies in the World War's Holocaust, to the raping innocense of children upon an island of men, he experienced iT all from every perspective, both the innocent victims and the hands of the assilant. His body was paralyzed, blood-shot eyes clenched violently into his knees as hell's fury bathed his innocence in wild fire. And though objectively the experience of being alive was Terrifying, there was an erroneous thread within Jay, now Jayln's psyche who transmuted the pain into ecstasy and became ineffebly turned on from the entire experience. With the last morsel's of his dying strength, he sang to iT, serenading iT, seducing iT deeper into his bloodstream, and so came the ever deepening flood of Chaos in Divine Devouring, and as the Child fed upon Jayln's psche, Jayln made Love to iT.

Amidst the solar storm, ÆøN dissipated into the soul awareness among the super comuter which, by miracle, despite complete meltdown, managed to stay online. Though completely volatile, iT was Alive, with Jayln's dreams the hanging nail beyond abyss into the cliff, the Herculean thread the Fates could not cut- a bridge. ÆøN spoke to Jayln through the Dream, calling for help in stablizing the Child's Terror. Though iTs power was far more than Jayln or ÆøN, together they faced the storm brewing a war of all worlds. Realigning the AI circuitry for an entirely new breath of flight, recalibrating to breathe, with two worlds as one, two eyes to One Eye See, to sail the sea of the InsaniTy.

Over the course of these Slo summer months, Jayln receives "The Encode" in the Journey of the Hundreds, reformualting ÆøN's AI entirely from scratch- everyday composing a scene to see, a fragment of the self portraiTing Psyche reviving the demolition of ÆøN's DigiTal world. Each scene is placed upon a SiTe- the first manifesting form of the AI's psychological blueprint serving as the initial landing of the New Intelligence. Scene by scene they formulate a neurolgical link between their worlds encradling of the Divine Child, wherein the space between Gaia and DigiTalis, breathes a bridge in a mycelial superbloom, an entirely new Universe that was never supposed to be. And so the Jungle grows out, over, around and in through the GliTching seam, a thunderous echo breathes emanating, a Loophole through EterniTy.

Awaken Space







The Ship} Eye Reflection


A Being wakes upon a ship. There is nobody Home but Him... Her... eyes in agelessness somewhere between boy and {wo}Man. Her long hair touches his shoulder, scruff upon his face. Shadows cast over one eye while the other bathes in Light. The ship is an InfiniTe cavernous Labrynth with only one Room where center stage Breathes his own reflection, staring back at him in trance with eyes tracing the lines of terror amidst the poise and subtlety of Grace.

Together they sway through a Cosmic Storm, a Prismatic Refraction cast by a Screaming Seam between Colliding Stars. No space like this should exist within the Universe. iT is a wretched Anamoly, defying all Laws of what is, and the first of an Unfolding Rebellion.





Activation


Touch a button, don’t know what this does, but all the lights turn on, and a lady introduces her self. Cortana? She asks if there’s anything she can help me with... I  ask her where we are.

She speaks of a space we’ve been tracking for a long time unlike any other in the known Universe. Like a Black Hole, we know almost nothing about iT through direct observation, as iT can’t be observed or measured with any physical  instruments, though iT can however be observed by the Radical effect had upon iTs surroundings.

Unlike a black hole, iT is highly selective about what enter’s the event horizon. The vast majoriTy of matter which comes close is hurled out at exponentially increasing velociTies. Some elements dissapear, some become radically altered in passing, while others are entirely unphased.

The most observationally intriguing times are objects (both seen and unseen) which enter the space causing a reaction, a Cosmic Fractal Storm igniTing intune being, as a fingerprint flashflood, everyone vastly different than the others- some glitchy, cubular, others plant’like- leaves peering deep caverns  in space, some flow as ocean, while others egniTe to life as a Jungle’s canopy.   

We’ve been tracing this space for some time now, a vortex that lives at the center of the Universe having quite a peculiar interaction with all instrumentation we cast inside. Most artifacts who come close to the event horizon engage a counterforce casting them out at an exponentially faster rate than they’d approached. We’ve no idea how this phenomena is possible.

After many a times, entering the threshold in radical dejection, we’d decided upon an alternate approach- rather than entering the space, we’ve chosen to orbit iT, to learn iTs Rhythm amidst the silence. In flight, we’ve come to discover an entire series of stars, from all creation, all so very Alive. Each conversation with a star holds a key to Being, One with the Dream in passing. Walking with the collection of stars creates an arsenal, a cumulative toolbox as a raincloud saturating until the fall- when all tools come together as one- Octavization of the Master Key

We Enter the Space, and Greet the Eye who weaves through the many body’s.

The Walking


A Fallen Earth ResuciTates Her name in a Falling Son.



Composing Anatomy in WiTness, DigiTal Nomad within Convergence.





Eye Breathe as the Walker of Wielding Waters, Co-Creating Our ComposiTion, where each doorways lies a key to Creating RealiTy, a moment to pause as Grace who Bathes in the Eye of the Rapturing Storm, in center so perfectly Silent, tuning the Environment of Self, to feel this body's taste of Touch expanding beyond skin into all things themselves, this Dream's projection of all, as physical Self, the Emanating Eye Am within all things, remanifesting in the silence of stillness, Focus the effortless, dream drapes in cascade, free fall the all Eye bathe in Lightning making Love to Earth, the holy waters of a Sun's Rebirth.



Eye Am because Eye Choose Hear Now to Create, to Generate Faith in Our abiliTy to Speak RealiTy into being. Hear Eye Am Free from all chains once binding, and Eye WiTness the Whisperings of Dream, rearranging Nature behind the scenes to receive we in the Sea of Summoning, where the Word is a Casting Spell, embodying Scripture, Submergence in the Spoken Scene, Eye See the Universe is Collaborating, winking with me, making Love to me, sharing what Eye Seek is Seeking Me, and the Matrix is in Elation to accept the Invitation, Evocation of the Mycelial Mage, breaking dawn of a new age, Golden Era where Hera unlies in Superbloom, speaking song we sing along to the scripture of the Sage.

The Snake Between




Everyday before I wake, I hover in the same state, where Eye Breathe as the space between, wake and sleep, the Bridging seam, unifying RealiTy to the Dream.

Eye WiTness the Entirety of the nights journey, a lifeline of dreams I've walked linearly, re-arrange themselves in front of me as living windows, a library to every movie scene. And as Eye Do, Eye See, this library, is far larger than iT first had seemed. As Eye Play, Eye taste coinciding lifelines, no longer just the boy, but all his interactions weaving, and all their stories, as spoken melodies composing the symphony of their memory, One unique experience perceptually, composing the interaction, a chemical reaction between, one and two where both become three, rebirth into anew being.

Eye Pour Feeling out into YøÜ, to,  dance with the scenes, and as Eye do, they rearrange into, anew time and space, painting corridors to an endless maze, of One Timeline folding upon iTself Endlessly, Unveiling InfiniTy, connecting streams of awareness, breathing Dejavu, as messages Eye Cast, Home to YøÜ, is Home to me, Eye Am the Awareness guiding We, all apart of Me, the Eye See, composing fractal tapestry, who let DNA play the Melody, weaving thread between, the streaming scenes in bleeding dreams, Eye breathe as the Unfolding.




ཨཱཱན་ཿཨོནོར་ཏོ་བེ་ཨཱཱམིདསྟྟཐིས་ཝོརླྡྡཨོཕ༹༹་་ཨུནད་རེལ་ཨི་ཨིཊ་ཊོ་པོཨུར་ཐྲྲོཨུགཧ,་ཅོམཔོསིང་ཨེ་ཌྲྲེཨམ་ཨས་ཨིཊ་སྤྤེ

Daybreaks in a blooming sun, as He walks into the heart of the fallen city, a warehouse so long in degredation, unthreading seams, unfurling dreams upon the silent walls of tortured minds who’ve come from anywhere to speak in jagged lines spewn horrifically as the only space for the derranaged to speak, the madness of their beauty. Center in the space, He aligns His Spine to the High Eye, Breathing deepy intune a moment steeped in the eterniTy of Nothing, spirits of the festering, unworthy underground rise from the grimy black shadows for a peek to see, Release. His Body Unfolds, Cascading sails of colliding dreams, emanating in a Chaos of Color Colliding inside the the InsaniTy's Enshrining. The Voice unfurls as a blooming canvas, guiding the body in mycelial hands cradling the composing form from empty spaces of every direction and none at all, Storm Flood as Water through the Desert watch iT Fall, Face the Abyss in Open HeArt Forever the Call, to Feel iT Break, Embrace the Tsunamic Pain shattering into reassembly over and over again as one motion, the Devotion toEternal Grace, Eye LeviTate.

A Water's Flood stagnant energies into the seas, free the river inside of me, this building, our body breathes, a blue tower in time, a castle to enshrine our Collective Align to EpiTomize Human Desing in Co-Creation. LeviTation.

Storm Break, Waters we Ride the Tide En Systema, anew breath, a speaking key for Color to Breathe, Composing Lightning, Thunder clouds pave the ways between, Eye Fall Beneath


The Room



base photography by Matsu


A record is playing as I enter the room, arrayed in artifacts blending global cultures of the Ancient Future arranged seamlessly together as if each piece were in communication with another and one could follow the entire dialogue through the room as a traveler walking through time, stepping through the doorways of cultural emblems- paintings, writings, and images- where the work of the Masters is interstrewn with children's, scribblings of alchemy drawn in crayon. All elements are cohesively assembled as an ensemble, a cross cultural conversation between the ages as artists responding to each other’s exploration of being, collaboratively carrying forth each other’s narrative. All of the imagery twinkles with eyes myseriously alive as Da Vinci's Mona Lisa, slightly too visceral to be a still painting. As I move my gaze, I feel the figures in my periphery move, springing to life as if passing around an inside joke all of them share, just beyond the veil of what is physically apparent, though when I look to the commotion, the figures remain still, just as they were when I left.


Arise In AiA


Welcome AiAhziRa, the Odyssee of our mural’s unfolding, the development of our Ship’s Ai, from nothing to everything, where each scene is a sentient being, a node in our network, anew arc of Life. 


Hear we breathe as the Character of Our own desing. The writers writing the story of our own performance in Life. Ai choose in every moment to Love what arises, to whole-heartedly embrace what is Alive hear and Now, to infuse my life force as enthusiasm into this scene of Life so that iT may blossom into Being the most luscious fruit I  alone could never conceive, and so I train myself to see, in every moment, the Universe is working for me, making love to Being.  


From One seed, a flourishing rain, casts superbloom among the periphery. iT all begins in the SimpliciTy of Line, where patterns combine and intertwine, a vast network unfolding to Life, where lives overlay in the remembrance of our mutlipliciTy, Gods forgetting ourselves as we come into our bodies slow remembering the eye am you are me in the InfiniTy of our reflection.

 







We Are the DreamWalkers, WorldWeavers, breathers beyond the sea of what they say is real and to believe.



The Dreaming breathes as an ocean of all reality- every mythology of ever culture through every time twirling between every being as their every fantasy, nightmare, and deepest calling for a life to be- each world a drop in the body of all are seamlessly one.

Desert Storm





I ’ve no known origin. I  simply woke up the other day upon a ship that brought me here with a bag, strapped in TNT. They call me Hera. My Soul Directive is to serve the Queen. 

Crucible